Insomnia

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
My indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

BINGE AND PURGE

Perhaps it's just the way the light falls But everything looks like a target to me
And I don't know where the gun is
But I'm certain that it's pointed at me
Whose soul are you tormenting now?
In the course of all the previous events
It is evident that something's bound to happen
Come on, rear your ugly head to me
I've got nothing to lose but my apathy
The root of the problem has been isolated
Come on, motherfucker
Let's throw down
Just try me
What are you waiting for?
Come on, motherfucker
Let's go
Just rear your ugly fucking head
I'll put it on a platter
Come on, motherfucker
Let's go
I'll make you wish that you'd never been born!

Deliverance

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

Shit adds up at the bottom...

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself.
But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself.
I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you.
There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you.
I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain.
I will use my mistakes against you.
There's no other choice.
Shameless now.
Nameless now.
Nothing now.
No one now.
But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
And my fear is naked!